I'm and SO angry...
itssonotgooditsjustgoingwrongIhatemyselfforbeingsoruthlessforbeingsoangryforbeingsoimpulsiveforbeingsounjustforbeingsoviolentandcruel.
I want to scream I want to break things hell knows I want a lighter. I better take the Pills or I wont sleep tonight, calm down and breath deeply okay better. Better try to go to bed just in case God is out there and I can go to sleep
"I can't always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me, falling away from me.
Beating me down, beating me, beating me down,
Down, into the ground, screaming so lound,
Beating me, beating me, down, down
Into the ground"
-Korn Falling